Dani's 2013 Challenges.....
Tues 29th January 2013
She's back on it.....
Welcome to the house of lurgy... everyone seems to be coming down with something or another.. I am however NOT going to let this stop me..
Had a bit of an epiphany (that might not be the right word for it), basically this picture says it all...
At the end of last year I felt very low and didn't really like myself much. I had let a lot of negativity eat away at me which made me lose trust in folk, and in myself as well. I guess in one sense I was being myself however people's perceptions of me were different so I lost who I actually was if that makes sense..
Since the New Year, I have re-assessed myself and have come to realise you just can't please everyone, so I just need to look after number 1. I need to start listening to my gut instinct on things, rid myself of the dramas and know who I can trust and who I definitely cannot...
It's sad because this means letting go of people who I did think were friends but I always had a nagging doubt in the back of my mind, but hey ho, that's life.. doing this challenge has brought new, exciting people into my life so I am going to focus my efforts a bit more on them and those friends and family that really do matter...
Anyways, enough of the deep stuff and back to business... didn't really fancy getting out tonight, but gave myself a quick slap round the chops and got the tunes on and headed out.. wind was blowing but it was a mild night.. excellent walking conditions.. forgot my high-vis so looked like a sad version of a ninja all dressed in black. Scared a few drivers I think.. took the old paper route again.. only downside to having the tunes on, I have a tendency to start singing out loud and then sometimes throw a few dance moves into the mix.. kinda puts me off my stride!!!
A good brisk 5.03 miles in the pot... very pleased with that as its my first proper walk since poorly knee, it still twanged, creaked and crunched but it did the biz!
Up to 90.65 miles now... quite a bit behind on target for January, but I'm not going to let that bother me.. I will get there.. 1922.35 to go...
Keep smiling
Dani xx